i'm always here...

10th Grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the boy
next to me. He was my so-called "best friend". I
stared at black hair, and wished he was
mine. Butshe didn't notice me like that, and I knew
it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me
for the notes he had missed the day before and i
handed them to him. he said "thanks" and gave
me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell him, I want
him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I
love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. she
was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her
love had broken her heart. she asked me to come
over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft
eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one
Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips,
she decided to go to sleep.
she looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a
kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to
know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her
but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My
date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I
didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a
promise that if neither of us had dates, we would
go together just as "best friends". So we did.

Prom night

After everything was over, I was standing at her
front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her
to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that,
and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time,
thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I
could blink, it was
graduation day. I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel up on stage to get her
diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't
notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone
went home, she came to me in her gown and hat,
and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head
from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend,
thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to
tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is
getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and
drive off to her new life, married to another guy. I
wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like
that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she
came to me and said "you came!". she
said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want
to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be
just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I
don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl
who used to be my "best friend". At the service,
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high
school years. This is what it read:
I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't
notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him,
I want him to know that I don't want to be just
friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't
know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

"I wish I did too..." I thought to my self, and I cried.




***Don't hold back how you feel about someone. No matter what it is you should tell them because one day you might regret not telling them.

how do people see me=
Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.


The True You

You want your boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.
With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.
You think good luck might come your way, but if it does you'll be so surprised you'll burst out laughing.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.
You have a tendency to overdo things, but basically you value your friendships highly.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.


=how normal i am=

You Are 50% Normal
(Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal...
Other things you do are downright strange
You've got a little of your freak going on
But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself


=what's my love type=
Your #1 Love Type: ENFJ

The Giver
In love, you give your all and feel guilty when relationships fail.

Overall, you are humorous, giving, and motivational.
However, you tend to be over-protective and critical of your partner.


=what do i think of my friends=

Ferrero is your soulmate.
You truly love Liza Mae.
You consider Ate Jenny your true friend.
You know that your Classmates are always thinking of you.
You'll remember Joyce for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Paulo is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Ate Syra is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that your Sister Florence is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Sister Florence changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Via is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Via has a hidden internet romance.


=The Keys to my Heart=

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.


=my birthdate means...=

Your birth on the 17th day of the month suggests that you are very lucky financially, because this date indicates a solid business sense.
Although you are probably very honest and ethical, this birthday enables you to be shrewd and successful in the world of business and commercial enterprise.
You have excellent organizational, managerial, and administrative capabilities enabling you to handle large projects and significant amounts of money with relative ease.

You are ambitious and highly goal-oriented, although you may be better at starting projects than you are at finishing them.
A sensitivity in your nature, often repressed below the surface of awareness, makes it hard to give or receive affection.


=addiction=
friends
You named your cats Chandler and Phoebe (di eh!)

You have had dreams where you're the seventh Friend.

You *seriously* consider naming your future daughter Emma. (nope)

You can tell within 10 seconds of the beginning of the episodes exactly which one it is - and you can instantly remember what will happen.

You can't go one day without a Friends reference.

You are forever writing scripts for a Friends movie and sending them in (even if you have received several thousand rejection letters)

Your favourite words are - Doi, Yuh-hu and Nu-uh

You only ever buy magazines because they have something to do with FRIENDS in them

You get your hair cut like Jennifer Aniston's (even if it looks terrible on you)

You are able to perfectly re-enact every episode line-by-line

You are always refering to real life incidents as 'The One With......'

You have made a soundtrack out of all of Phoebe's songs and you listen to it all day long

You've taped every episode of FRIENDS since the very first one, and watch the tapes continually

You refuse to drink any beverage (especially coffee/tea) if it isn't served in one of the cups like the ones they have at Central Perk

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends who are addicted to Friends.


=ako daw o!=
F is for Frisky
R is for Rebellious (YUP!)
E is for Enlightened (YUPYUP!)
X is for X-Rated (yeah)
Y is for Young (always! i'm alive lagi eh!)
L is for Lovesick (super! kasi si 'ano' eh!)
Y is for Yummy (i like lollipops. *period)
N is for Nervy (marami ako nerves sa body ko... nyahahaha!!)


my rising sign=
Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity.
You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be.

Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments.
Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle.

You may have had a difficult time earlier in life.
Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.


=aries love profile=
Your positive traits:
You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:
You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to reget it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:
A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:
Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:
Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:
Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - honest and straightforward profiles, just how you like them!

Best color to attract mate:
Red

Best day for a date:
Tuesday


in faireness, totoo ito... yung karamihan....

Alam kong alam mo na ang sign or star sign mo. pero, sure k n b jan!? cguro, sasabihin mong “yes” pero bago m sbhin yan, basahin m muna to...

Astronomical constellations of Zodiac sign

Constellation Date
Capricornus--- jan 19-feb 15
Aquarius--- feb 16-mar 11
Pisces--- mar 12-april 18
Aries--- april 19-may 13
Taurus--- may 14-june 19
Gemini--- june 20-july 20
Cancer--- july 21-aug 9
Leo--- aug 10-sept 15
Virgo--- sept 16-oct 30
Libra--- oct 31-nov 22
Scorpius--- nov 23-nov 29
Ophiucus--- nov 30-dec 17
Sagittarius--- dec 18-jan 18


Huwaaaat! Nagulat ka ano!? Well, sa ayaw mo’t sa gusto, totoo to. To tell you the katotohanan, this chart has been true for about 70 years already...

Kung nagtataka ka kung bakit may Ophiucus, hindi kita masasagot dyan. Kc, kung ieexplain ko pa, ANG HABA! Kaya, di bale na lang...

Ngayon, anon a ang gagamitin mong sign? Yung base dito o yung star sign mo ngayon?

Ako, ewan...

=ang 1st buk ever riten on a typwriter was "the adventures of tom sawyer" by mark twain in 1876?

=some toothpaste contains crushed volcanic stone? (tuthbrush ka mamaya ha!)

=ang king of hearts lng ang only king w/o a moustache sa deck of plying cards?

=ang great horned owl can turn his head 270 degrees? (kaya mo un!?)

=sina prince charles at prince william ay never nagta-travel sa same plane? (kaya kung may narinig kang news na namatay cla pareho sa isang plane crash, dont biliv...marahil, isa lng....)

=most dogs are color-blided? (they see everything as black, white, or gray.)

="winnie" the pooh's real name is winnipeg?

=merong 42 dots sa pair of dice?

=ang mona lisa ni leonardo da vinci ay wlng mga kilay? (yun ang fashion sa kanila non...)

=ang mga elepante ay nakakatalon? (isipin mo nga un! kumapit ka muna....)

=women blink nearly twice as much as men do?

=a cow farts 200 times as much gas as a person?

=giraffes can clean their ears with their 53 cm tongue? (haaaaaaaaaaabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!)

=ang white part ng nail nten s called the "lunula"?

=ang "jiffy" ay actual unit of time? (it is 1/1000 of a second. gaano kaya kabilis yun?)

=may pores ang eggshells? (mukha lang syang solid pro, butas-butas pla.)

=ang austrlia's ayers rock ang world's largest rock?

=kapag nag-take k ng isang step lang, gumagamit ka ng more than 200 diff. muscles mo? ("walking is the best exercise talaga" pro, sakin, inde.....")

=sa cleveland, ohio, bawal manghuli ng daga kapag wala kang hunting license? (special ang mga daga!)

=plants can talk? (uu! as a thirsty plant sucks the last drop of moisture from its fibers, it makes a high pitched noise. sobrang high na hindi natin pwedeng hindi marinig...)

=ang "almost" ang longest word in the english language na ang letters ay arranged alphabetically? (tingnan mo...)

=each 10 fingers has diff. finger prints? walang dalawang tao sa globe ang pedeng magkapareho ng finger print

=ang great wall of china ang only human-made structure na pedeng makita sa outer space?

=kapag minalas ka at hinabol ka ng mga bees, run ka lang as fast as u can in a straight line? (humans can usually outrun bees....)

=ang smallest bone natin ay ang ating ear? (uu naman!)

=ang air na ni-release natin kapag nag-cough tayo ay umaabot ng hanggang 100 km. per hour? (lauuuuuuuuuuuuuu!)

=ang earth ay may tmbang na 6000 million, million, million tons? (cno at pano kya nya nakuha ang bigat ng mundo?)

=ang heart ng blu whale ay tumutibok lng 9 times a min.?

=ang most common 1st name sa mundo ay "muhammad"? (pede bang frexy na lang!?)

=walang dry paper ang pede mong matupi sa kalahati ng 7 beses? (try mO..............)

=femur is the largest bone? (shemperds!)

=may way para malaman mo kung ano ang ape at monkey? (uu. meron! ape> walang tail, monkey>melon....)

=food spends 3 hours being broken down in our stomach? (kya pla, parang gs2 kng kumain lagi.....)

=ang blue-eyed people ay mas malinaw ang mata? (kontento nako dito sa bgy ni God....)

MuSTa ka Na!?

hoPE You’RE fiNE.......

KaSi aKo, i‘M BeRY, BeRY PiNe.....

SaLaMaT Sa PaGSuLYaP DiTo Ha!!!......

aT, PaSeNSYa Na RiN......

kaSi, iTo LaNG aNG NakaYaNaN koNG iSuLaT.......

D BaLe!!!! i’LL TRY MY veRY BeSTeST Na Ma-uPDaTe NaMaN iTo NG MaY kaBuLuhaN.......

See You Na LaNG KuNG SaaN MaN TaYo MaGkiTa......

KeRKeRKeRKeR!!!!

"ramdam ko na ang summer pero, parang hindi pa rin!". magulo ba? ako din, eh!nalalabuan ako sa sinulat ko. kasi, kapag summer, ang unang pumapasok sa isip ko, BEACH, pagkain at maghapong pag-o-online. pero, mukhang malabong mangyari na makaranas ako ng summer dahil.........................ala kami awting, ala nang fud sa ref namin at lang load ang phone namin. tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, tapos, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!! gusto ko nang pumasok!!! miss ko na mga classmates ko. buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, buti na lang, yun na yon! okay! malapit na akong magsimba....... magbibihis na ako. kakaligo ko lang kanina. mga 5 mins before akong mag-online. makikita ko na naman ang 4 kong classmates.................buti na lang at kasali rin sila sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa, sa doon! hehehe!


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