i'm always here...

i wanna break down and cry.i don't know what to do.i didn't mean to make and break their hearts.i never asked them to fall for me but now,i am the one that asks them to forget their love for me.i can't take it.i'm causing them so much pain and sadness.they've loved me so much that they really don't know how to live without me,i know it.how i wish i never become like this because they've loved me fully,loved me for who i really am,no matter how i became so negative about things,especially life.why do they feel that way for me?i really don't know what to do.i just wanted to be friends with them but i really didn't expect that they'll feel that super special feeling,you know what i mean.hay.they're making me sad.they're making me suffer.i wanna cry for help.