i'm always here...

i have a problem though i should really not consider it as a problem. shit. all the words those persons said still run here inside my head. was it really my fault? i never expected this. anyways, i'll just try forgetting those stuffs. uhm, forget forget forget. there you go.i was inspired updating my diary because something very unexpected happened to me. i just hope that this would be the last. please God. *fingers crossed.
well, i'm planning to go to recto tomorrow to pick up my ROTC shirt. ROTC? yes, ROTC. i chose that under my NSTP. and i do feel i really chose the wrong thing. dammit.

the thoughts are coming. come come come. haha. and i think you'll be reading a long post here, a bit maybe. hahar.

updates? okay.

uhm, i just got enrolled in UST for the first semester this coming school year. you want to know my tuition fee? well, i don't want you to know. T____T
the enrolment is fun. really fun! i chose my PE and paid for the fee i have to pay. then i had my ID picture taken, asked for an order for 2 sets of uniform, ate Zagu, asked for updates about the audition for new members of Salinggawi, talked to some strangers [friendly, e?], everything!

and oh! i together with my friends [noriza, mimi, claire, joyce, kirstie, amy, marifel, philipp, bjorn, carlo, marco, fressie, russel, and chester] had our bonding time the day before my enrolment. we had our outing, a not-so-planned outing, at Green Nature in Patiis. Russel pleaded for it because the day after tomorrow will be the day of his operation. buti na lang magkakasama kami nung araw na nagplano kami, something like that. we had fun, SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!! ^^

i'm missing my friends so much. starting this june, we'll all be having our different ways, different univs and colleges, different thoughts, different class, different us. huhu.

i just finished my merieda and dinner. i just ate 1 loaf of bread [as big as the size of my 2 fists times 2], two hamburger patties, and strawberry juice. that's my dinner. ^^

recently, i tend to sleep very late at night just to perspire. hehe. i miss dancing so much that it really makes me choreograph some moves so i would be able to share it with my friends. uhm, let's say my co-dancers. haha. i just choreographed the song "because of you" by ne-yo. have you heard it? it's a nice song. ^^

i guess i need to stop now. i have to do some housework this time.